Well

Ok, so last night. Interesting dream. I was here at the tabernacle and we were putting on a play, only it ended up that it was being put on by Aaron Eads and Elizabeth, which was very scarry. And it ended up that everyone was offended and I was really mad at them because it was supposed to be this big thing and it turned out to be this little nothing of a skit. It was weird and during it I was asked by some girl ( can't remember who) about love and something about the frustration of wanting someone and if it ever got less. I told her that it never got less. So true. Then there was another part where I was walking down this dirt road and I was like running and exercising.. and I stopped to do squats for some reason and to do body strengthening things. Very weird but then I kept going and I couldn't run very well because I had all this heavy stuff in a back pack, like shampoo and stuff. So I decided that since I was going to come back that I could leave it on the side of the road. Then I kept going and saw aaron and Elizabeth with this weird guy in a farming land type thing. I kept going and was in this very green area where there were houses on either side of the road, but very far off and then there were tress on either side. Rigt in front of me there was this whole set up thing for hanging clothes. It was really high up and you could climb up the poles. One of them had a hamock up in the rafter things, and another had a tannin mat on the cross beam. Then there was this soft music and I knew that it was a farm and that it was actually Hiltop and the few people that were there werw at peace and very happy. It was kind of a cool dream. I have to say, I am getting discouraged with writing down dreams since no one ever leaves comments. But such is life. I shall trudge on.

Irritations

Well, last night I had one of the most irritating dreams I've had a while. First of all we played a game last night called, the farming game.. fine game, kind of fun. But anyway, I drempt, when I finally fell asleep, that my bed was the board, I was a player on the board and I kept having to pay money for various and assundry things like, sleep. I kept waking up and finally around three I sat up, put some lotion on my legs, and gave my self a firm talking too. I said, You are not playing a game, you are not on a board, or a playing and you don't have to pay anything to sleep. This is your bed, GO TO SLEEP!!! And finally I did, and then I drempt that my Grandparents were here and giving presents. We got a feather bed from my parents a hidious comforter from Grandma, and then my cousin was there too. I opened up another gift, and there was a bunch of mexican seasonings and then suddenly Amy Miller was there trying to get her hands into some of the gift.. Kind of wierd, but I let her have some of the different things. But after she left, I realized that Hannah hadn't gotten anything and would probably like some. So I went to her, where she was feeding her kids or something and told her I wanted to be the one to distribute the stuff. She asked me why and I was like, well because it was from my grandma to us and not to you. And that was about it.
Note: I haven't been faithful to write down dreams the last week. I remember them for a while, but then I have another dream and forget the last one. I'll try harder in the future.

Three dreams

Well one of my dreams had to do with me and Dan were going to watch a movie in the closet of the cedar house, though it was supposed to be a theater. I realized after I went to get my pillow that it wasn't real, and i wasn't going to pretend it was so I went back to my room. Then Ben G came in, which was wierd and I was still living with Hilary, and I looked out my window, which was really the window to my back yard in Whitehorse and behold a bunch of people were doing yoga in the nude. Like David and Hannah and STeve and mary and a bunch of people like that. It was very homerous. Anyway, I can't remember the other two. It's totally gone. If I remeber, I'll come back .

Anger in the air

Well I can only asume that there is anger in the air, because last night I dreamt that Dan was really mad at me. It started out that we were at a youth camp together and I needed to go with these people to their dorm, but I couldn't find him and so I ended up just going with them. It was like the cast from Friends, and we were in these very small dorm rooms, each one having a different room. Anyway, something wierd having to do with Space/time continum was happening and I wasn't really sure what was happening. Then I left on the boat truck, which was being backed down to the boat dock. I saw Dan on his bike and tried to get his attention, but he couldn't keep up on his bike. Then I was at the Cedar house and he came onto the porch and saw me. He glared at me and started walking away. Then I yelled after him and finally got him to stop. I tried saying sorry and explain why I left wihout telling him. He sort of cooled off but he was still really ticked. Then I was running around the Cedar House in my bra and underware and feeding children in the kitchen in that condition... very interesting. Then I opened the packedge of paper and most of it was like tissure paper all folded and crunched up and I was really ticked and was going to send it back. That's all for now.

More shower dreams

I know, I have written down my dreams for some time but I have been too disturbed of mind to blog. I'll write about that my other blog... Anyway as for my dream. I dreamt last night that Dan and I were taking a shower together and it was a fine thing to be doing because we weren't doing anything bad. But then I realized that in fact it was a bad thing to be doing and we had to get out of the bathroom seperately without being caught. Unfortunately, we were in the Eads bathroom and somehow the boys room was connected to the bathroom. Doesn't really make much sense but since when do dreams have to make sense. Then after that, I was in the food storage room looking for a banana, and Jason Underhill was there as well. Very strange.. then I was walking in the sunshine down this path, in a really big forest, and these two girls who were living together were having to divide their shared items because of them was getting married. But it was wierd because there was this etherial, elfish things happening as well.... Then there were other things but I can't remember them at the moment.

Amanda

I know i haven't been faithful to make sure I remember my dreams the last couple of nights. But last night I had one that was so vivid that it stuck with me all day. I was in Whitehorse, with my mom for a while going to this school, and then grocery store. Then I was walking down the highway in Porter Creek, when I met up with Amanda Delaplain. I went with her to Trails North where she worked. But it was called 96 or something like that and it was a hotel that she cleaned and such. Then she took me to one of the rooms and was just talking to me. Then I had to go get Dan so I had to leave and I wanted her e-mail and phone number of her and her mom so I could get in touch with her. I wrote it down on a scrap of paper, and some "teacher" type guy came in and was cleaning up and threw it into his trash bag. I went after him and looked through his bag and found it. And then when she was writing down her e-mail, there was some sexual inuendo about her.. Like she was trying to conceal her sexual activeness to her mom, though really we all knew. It was strange. And then I left and woke up very shortly thereafter.. with a real urgency to write her. Which I did. I also woke up with the song, "come high, come higher, I'm bidding you come higher.. etc.." in my head. It was to obviously a direction of God to ignore. Wow...

The last three nights highlights

Well unfortunately I can't remember the remarkable dream I had three nights ago. That's why I have to do this every day. But chances are I might remember it. The night before last I dreamt something about Rika's. There was a lot to it but the short version is that we were closed and all like not set up anymore and these stupid people kept coming in. Fortunately I wasn't cooking but Angela was having to use whole wheat bread for all the sandwiches and stuff like that. It was strange. Then Danny came along with his bees and I went out to find him and he was like in the back of my dads car with my dad, They were sleeping and I like got the watermelon? off him and held him and woke him up. It was fun. There was a lot more before all this, but I can't make it clear enough in my mind to write it down. Then last night, I had a very frustrating dream. Part of it was in a store where I was looking for makeup and couldn't find what I was looking for. And then we were having a dinner or something in the tabernacle. I kept trying to turn on the light and Diane D kept turning them off. This was during dishes and then I was so ticked off that I left and was suddenly in this camp type thing... And everyone was leaving and then some how I had to go back and get something, Danny possibly and then there were all these survival boxes and food that people had taken and I was like trying to eat these tiny boxes of Rits crackers. Anyway, it was really interesting. ... Thank goodness it's over. We'll see what happens tomorrow.