Thursday, November 17, 2005

Water, water everywhere

Well right now I would like to be getting another dream, but instead I will just relate the one that I had last night. It was wierd and kind of funny. The first part of it was about a major construction project that the farm was doing. It was something to do with ditches etc.. not really sure what the point was. But afterwards, I was at my house in Whitehorse, and I was going to get up and take a bath, then eat something then go to the tabernacle before Dan left for work etc.. Don't ask me how I was to get to the tab from Whitehorse, but whatever. I got up late and realized that there was no way that I was going to be able to make it so I was feeling bad that I wasn't going to see Dan before he left and then I saw a note on the bathroom door from him, saying he loved me and was sorry that he couldn't see me. Then I went to the tab. To find him gone to work, but the troyers were there. Hmm. Then I was going to boat out to these islands with Amanda and she was all pleased with herself because she was wearing a bikini. Then we got into these skiffs and were heading out and some inexperienced guy ran us into the shore of an island, but not the right one. There was also something about WWII boat being sunk under the water. Then we were traveling down these canals through nasty water, and I got all hot and wanted to jump into the water, so I did... but the water was so bad that I couldn't get through it. Like the Anks in the discworld series. Anyway, so another strange dream.

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Something about dan

I had a dream last night about being at the South End, and going downstairs to wake Dan up. And he was in a bunk bed in a really big room, which he doesn't have and he looked very cute and groggy. There was something else about dinner and such, but I just can't piece the dream together on that point. I can't remember any other dreams from last week though I know a couple of them were worth writing down. I do remember one bad one, but I refuse to put it down for posterities sake. I have had enough of those kinds of dreams.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

I don't want to title this

Well, the last couple of nights have lent very interesting dreams. The first one that I will relate was about, well it's hard to say just what it was about.. but basically we were boating in the summer, but you had to row out to this little island, then get into another boat to go around this island which was part of a bluff, though it was way bigger then our bluff and it was all rocky with this little arch thing, that went over to the other side of the river, to the cross river bluff. It was really pretty. Anyway, back to the point. There were all these childcare kids being boated up and down the river, and I was attempting to help keep them all in the boat with life jackets on etc. We then started our journey up river. There were four big soccer goals in the middle of the river. There were all these fish nets connecting them, but the point was to drive the boat between the goals to cut the fish nets???? Didn't really make much sense. But then we were all getting ready for this big birthday party at Sapa. People like Jay Leno were invited and the funny thing was that he came. Then I went upstairs at the Sapa tabernacle, and the kitchen was like tiny, and I was wondering how Karen Florian was going to manage to cook that much food for everyone. Then I realized that the kitchen, was in fact downstairs and ample enough. Then back to the river I went to go back downriver. Then for some reason, I was on the island, like the actual island that is really there with Danny, and was trying to explain to Vickie that he didn't really need a boat trip. Then we went upriver in our own boat and I stopped it by the side of the bluff where it was really steep, because I knew Dan would love to climb there. So we were sitting on the bank, and I had the boat by the rope, and then I was being pulled out by the boat and Dan had to grab me and I ended up sitting on his lap... tricky tricky, then I remembered there was going to be a boat trip up so I got off his lap and then he sort of wandered off to do something and i was contimplating climbing the cliff, I got up and then realized I hadn't tied off the boat so I jumped back down and grabbed the rope. Then, I was wondering if I should just go because Dan hadn't come back yet, and I didn't want to wait for him.
Ok, next dream, not really actually, but the one that I had last night was about taking SAT's which I thought was funny since, I never took them and won't either. It's kind of funny. I was doing pretty good too. There was a whole bunch more about running around the farm at night, but I don't really remember what it was about.

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Anger Issues

I think I have anger problems. I dreamt last night that I was with my cousins and Grandparents in the motorhome. Dan was there too, and I went to do something with my grandparents and when I came back he was like talking to my cousin and getting all close and stuff. I had to do something else, that involved going outside and something about a bus station and a grocery store and then when I came back we had his arm around her and was talking to me but looking at her. I was so vexed! Then the dream transitioned to being right around a trade show time. I went with some girl and I was with Dan for a little while, but then I left him in a stall and I couldn't find him again. Also a funny thing that happened in the beginning of that part, was we went through this massive show kitchen, and it was supposed to be a restaurant. We were like being guided through by this pepper grinder. Very weird. Anyway, I was very annoyed with the dream. I am tired of always being either angry at Dan or him at me in my dreams. Either that or I can't find him, or we're being bad. It's terrible.. I need to reform my wretched dreams!

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Really Icky

I had the most disturbing dream last night. It really was just horrible. I did something really bad with Emerson William, though I knew that I didn't like him and that I was in love with Dan. And then I felt like I had to hide it.. and I even think I did something bad with someone else, though I don't really remember. Then we were in this rooma and we were trying to avoid some lady, so we snuck around to another room.... but all this was topped off by John Greenleaf coming in and yelling at me about how, even though I thought I could hide everything, everyone knew and Dan wasn't going to like me anymore, and I was going to be in big trouble. Very horrible dream.. I am still trying to shake it off. Uck!!!

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

More Sex dreams

Talk about annoying.. I can't have sex, but I have to have dreams so make me want to even more. It's just wrong. Well, the dream was about having sex essencially. It was very real too. (As far as I can guess..) But it had some weird parts like, me thinking that there was someone in my room as I was taking a nap.. and then there was the whole bit and Tina coming in through a door that wasn't supposed to be there.. Then we were on our honeymoon in Hawaii and were walking down this path of sand that was in a mound in the water. Very strange.. and I was thinking in the dream that if this was really our honeymoon, he would want to be wearing a tank top, and then he was, and then I was like well actually he wouldn't wear a shirt, and then he didn't have one on. I was walking with him on this path thing, with my arms around him, then he put me on his back and we kept walking around. It was an interesting dream. But i will not go into anymore details.